Icy Blast

Tears steadily stream down my face. Unending, everlasting pain. Utterly lost and alone, will this heartache never leave me be? Stumbling in the darkness, I only hear my sobbing in the cold and wintery night. Struck down again, wrenching at my throat, anguish and agony seep through my trembling lips. I am no more, nor can I ever be. Knees crashing to the ice, my heart sinks deeper than the earth. Hands trembling, I can only hide my suffering eyes from the empty darkness. Convulsions take over my body as the icy desolation threatens to destroy me to the very core of my being. All that can possibly comfort me now is my throbbing heart yearning for a spark of light. When will this glass house break? I feel so empty and alone... Can anyone possibly hear my fading prayer? Curled into a messy heap, I scream out in agony. My head won't stop shouting at me :'( Everything hurts so much... I cry just to know I'm alive :'( My heart won't stop throbbing with never ending pain. The wind howls and moans my aching storm from within. Isn't something missing? Am I that unimportant and so insignificant? Broken heart once more, why even cry? Why does this pain remain? Were hearts made whole just to break? I've cried out with no reply amidst the desperately raging hysteria. I can' go on, I can't even try.